Without any heartbreak

Satnight is not about hangout, flirting, kissing or something like that. satnight about u can spend  ur time for any important things u can do.  frankly speaking this year is my senior year in high school, I wanna give my best although I can't be a doctor or something my parents want but 'be my self' or 'follow your passion' I won't lie to myself that like someone, that means that I break one of my rules this year. but this feelings make me confused, sometimes I just wanna hide from everybody, and everything. shit happens. God please make me focus, I just wanna finish this senior year without any heartbreak.

Another Poems for Another Feelings

Memendam rasa ini.. sungguh menyakitkan

Membuat ku rapuh, lemah tak berdaya

Sepasang mata itu, sepasang mata yang membuatku bahagia

Ingin rasanya aku berlari, berteriak, menjauh dari tempat ku berdiri sekarang

Menyentuhmu, menggenggam tangan mu dan memilikim seutuhnya adalah mimpiku saat ini

Saat kudengar lantunan syair itu, terbayang wajahmu, senyummu, tawamu, tatapanmu

Itu semua yang ku rasa

Setiap detik, menit tak pernah kulewatkan tanpa memikirkanmu

Selalu terbayang gelak tawamu yang membuat hariku lebih berwarna

Ternyata aku mencintaimu, ternyata sangat mudah mencintaimu tetapi begitu sulit mendapatkan cintamu

Begitu banyak rintangan, begitu banyak duri yang harus kuinjak

Begitu banyak api yang harus kupadamkan

Begitu banyak akar yang harus kucabut

Ternyata benar…. Benar… aku mencintaimu

Bolehkah aku memilikimu?

By: Ajeng Ceicilia Arumdani

Love

Cinta
Omong Kosong
Hal itu tak pernah ada

Cinta Sejati
Ilusi belaka
Ketika aku menunggu
Ia tak kunjung datang

Aku minta ia datang sekarang
Orang bilang cinta itu bahagia
Cinta itu senang, cinta itu abadi
Saat kuminta ia datang, ia tak pernah muncul


 -Ajeng Ceicilia-

it's all 'bout patience

This happen again. the feelings i don't want to be, everything getting worse, everything seems like nightmare. I wish i'd never met you then there would be no need to impress you, no need to want you, no need for loving you, no need for heartbreaks, no need for pain, no need for acting like you care fo' everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing. tonight everything felt very bad, too lazy to move, so lazy to talk with others. very tired for a BROKEN HEART

yes, the key is just patience. your patience is being tested, would you pass? I made ​​it through this for 2 weeks, can it be said patient? I do n't know. the fact is I still waiting for nothing S

Medical

life is a choice, we have to choose between two options, or it could be more. 1 more year I graduated and will continue to university. actually no problem but the problem is 'what faculty should I take?' I've been thinking and learn lots of faculty, unfortunately nothing can replace the desire to take medicine. these hard choices, and anyway I'm not from a wealthy family. and finally I decided to keep taking the medical faculty, and other issues that arise, "Which university should I choose?' hmmm life is to choose. I actually really wanted to go to university Indonesia but ........ seems unbelievable

  while I still have two younger brother who still have to go to school. so I'll just keep it in hope. and I had to choose again and get in the University of Brawijaya in Malang. why did I choose this? 1. because of its location In Malang which is my home 2. because it's not so cheap, just cheaper than other universities

Rangi-reul jongmal mashitta!

hai! today i wanna talk about something, something good, something delicious. you must already know about our traditional food, Rangi.if you forgot check this out! Remember?

This one of my favorite meals among other traditional foods. this food is tasty and cheap hahaha. rangi is rarely found because people prefer modern food compared to traditional food. Frankly speaking I sometimes prefer modern food but there is nothing wrong if we also eat indonesian food right?!

Don't Eat

You don't need food. fat people aren't welcome everywhere. Men would be able to lift you like feather. You will be able to run faster without the extra weight slowing you down. Don't eat. Don't fucking eat. You're fat. You're ugly, he'll never love you if you weight this much. Nothing taste as good as thin feel. bones are real, fat is something you add to your body not somethin' you're born with. if you'll gain some weight you gonna like a pig, models are image of a perfection and i really sure you haven't met a fat model. People only notice a fat person when they are standing in the way of a skinny one, when you feel dizzy and weak, you're almost there, starvation is you're friend, and it won't cheat you like food will. can you mention one good reason for being fat? i can mention one million why it's better to be thin! Thin people looks good in any outfit. Nothing is worth being fat for. Don't EAT,You're FAT

Samstag-Saturday-Sabtu

today is saturday and today was very very looooong loooooong day! like usual, my saturday's activity just got up early, showered, went to school(notforstudy), but for dance. as you know I love dance so freakin' much but not for this week, this isn't as usual. I was too tired to do anything, even everything. I wanna just rest well now as you know that the weather was changing from rainy season to summer and all the diseases will be very easy to get into our bodies if we do not maintain good health. ok i'm not in the mood enough so, bye!

Galaxone In action

oke, maybe it's too late to talk about it but I miss this moment so damn much and I can't forget a sec of this moment. Halaaaa lemee' start In the last year of ma' 10th grade, my school organized an event that called 'Galeri' and for last year that was called 'Galeri Metamorf' and the competition were held are 'PWK' and 'KWK' just call it 'Penampilan Wajib Kelas' and 'Karya Wajib Kelas' so for PWK is every class must give some action just like drama, singing, dancing, or something called action at the stage and for KWK is every cllas must make artwork to be exhibited in that show. There are 8 classes who participated in this event, they were : GalaxOne - Moxarella - Spextrum - Spammer - XeloFive - Tensixious - Xevenovica - TeenFighters,rather than just talking lemme show some pict. SEE!!

this pict was when we sing Jagoan from Sherina and Derby Romeo.Here told that the woman's group was fighting with man's group. LOL  

 This time when we sang a song from Glee Cast-We Are Young. that's told that we've apologize to each other AND THE LASSSSTTTTTTTT!! WE'RE DOING A FLASHMOB! Intiated by me and followed immediately by 30 other students!! wohoo Proud Tobe their choreographer :p

    

Gaseumi Appa

okay, now is 2 am in the morning and I do not know why I couldn't sleep. to be honest I was gutted this morning. gee!! I don't know what happened to me today! I just feel tired, stressed, and felt like everything was useless. yes time can't go back and regret always comes at the end of any action. if it all happened like this, I never hope to see you because I know everything isn't going well at last right? now it's all happening, you came to give hope and then you just walked away. I don't know what you're thinking at the moment and I felt such a mess

Creepy Day

This time i just wanna share 'bout my feelings, huh. idk what i feel right now, it's happy, sad, proud, hah moron! Felt like i was screamed and no one can hear what i screamed about. fell so lonely haha poor me. I just wanna hide sometimes, hide from anyone, hide from everything, hide from this world. ok this time is getting worst and i wish everything gonna be alright. hwaiting!

Wala

Wala! this isn't my first time to write in a blog but it wil be an infinite times to write haha I have many many and many blog, but.... they are such as an ordinary blog. So? enjoy for this time :p